Thursday, May 15, 2008
heaps of crazy.
today i realised that i've finished my 6months of contacts and i needa go buy more so i went over to jurongpoint after a whole day at the shop (i watched 6episodes of jap drama.thats alot of hours.) to get them only to find out that every single optical shop is almost sold out!i've only managed to get one side but not the other..i should start wearing an eyepatch out man haha =P but luckily i've always had an extra on the side thats sold out so i still have both my eyes.do i make sense?
i'm just typing as i'm rambling in my head and the sentences might not make sense but i'm too tired to look back and try to make sense of it and since the thoughts are flowing through my fingers (not my brain) i should just seize the opportunity and type as fast as i can. today i realised that i tend to overimagine things. you know how as kids you always imagine the wonderful things you watch on cartoons? like for guys you'll wanna be transformers or powerrangers in their gay tight suits and for girls we'll wanna have our prince charming and live happily ever after. its always after watching cartoons then i'll imagine some boy (i was young. its boy.not guy.not man.BOY.) will come sweep me off my feet and live happily ever after etc etc. then when i start growing up it became romantic shows and movies where the male and female lead always ends up together (ie sleepless in seattle).
THEN!starts the paranoia when you watch a drama and as drama goes there will be drama and backstabbing and cheating and the guy falling in love with the female lead but then the ex girlfriend comes back and tho he loves the female lead, there will definitely be a scene when the ex girlfriend will be alone with the male lead and something will lead to another and they will kiss and the female lead will suddenly just appear and gasp!she cries, he cries, the ex girlfriend cries (for a whole different reason altogether), and then...suddenly i will imagine it happening to me. and imagination turns into full fledge neurosis and somehow it seemed probable for such things to happen when its actually not happening or even likely to happen.
i know at this point i sound like some crazy lunatic but this whole chain of thought just came to me suddenly in the shop while i was watching the jap drama. the bottomline is..it might not be exactly good to have a wild imagination even as a kid cos it might morph into great heaps of crazy when you grow up.
p/s: just so you know, this was rambled off to tianping so he already knows that his girlfriend is mad. but anyhoo, callo-callay come run away, with cabbages and kings!
blip rambled on
Thursday, May 15, 2008
Thursday, January 31, 2008
pah.
i was using the ladies in lido today when i saw this notice stuck on the door regarding toilet cleanliness (just giving you a gist of the msg):
Please help us keep our toilets clean by:
- Throwing all used paper towels into the bins provided (aka do not litter)
- please do not smoke, please use the sanitary bins provided. (this is accurate)
so what do they expect smokers to do, inhale from the sanitary bins?? wassup with the comma in the sentence?! UNBELIEVABLE.
blip rambled on
Thursday, January 31, 2008
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
yahoonews.
while the world focuses on news issues such as bird flu outbreak (again.), US elections, clinton and obama clashes and kenyan political unrest, i'm sitting here reading about the britneyspears saga. it might seemed unimportant or extremely tabloid but its just sad to see her life spiraling down to nothing. she started off well with a nice clean image and best selling albums and to think about it, it wasnt that long ago. so to see her going through breakups after breakups, 2 kids, shaving her head, creating a scene and to act like a manic, it is just scary how one person can peak and hit rock bottom in such a short period of time. no child visitation rights, people think she's mentally unsound (thanks to dr phil and his 'great insight'), and she's most prolly not gonna have a private life for a very long time, i wonder how long she's gonna last till she caves. cannot imagine living her life right now..it feels like a nightmare already =/
blip rambled on
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
Monday, January 14, 2008
you fill up my senses.
happy 14th =)
Monday, January 14, 2008
Thursday, November 29, 2007
5th week blue.
school's into its 5th week (as you can deduced from the title.
duhh.) and i'm seeing stars already! feel like i have tons of things to do, stacks of papers to read yet i'm sitting here blogging. you can see how screwed and stoned i am muahahaha!
as usual things are getting busier in church with programmes lined up and practices to attend to. took part in songen's prodigal son play for the kids in malaysia and the rehearsals are MAD. the good part of it is that i'm no longer the useless friend kissing yiheng's ass anymore and this time i get to scold him and throw things at him. shiokkks. and yes he's still the squandering son even after 7 years
-guffaws- but i'm still looking forward to christmas tho it means tianping's enlistment is nearing. blah what a bummer. ohwell, guess i'll have to start prepping my calendar for countdown for year 2010 and making sure i get through it all sane and sound. oh yes while we're on the topic of christmas, my creative zen is currently dying so if you're reading this and you feel rich and kind hearted this christmas, i would like an mp3 player please =P
on another note, the semester is not even finished and dr loke's packed his bag and left jcu already. we all know he suck as a lecturer but the speed that he left still left some of us reeling man. however steph and i have concluded that its probably in his best interest to just stick to consultancy since he's definitely not a shrink i'll go to (according to
himself, he can be quite sarcastic to the client sometimes, especially divorcing couples o.O). best not to encourage any suicide attempts eh? so in the wake of his departure, john tan has taken over org psych. why the special mention you ask? if you still dont know who john L. tan is, try googling his name and you'll see. i bet that was his moment of glory man and i still dont understand why he would rather spend nights outside in the cold and risk being arrested than to stay at home with his family. ahh mystery mystery. but anyhoo, we have a jailbird lecturer in jcu man, how cool is THAT!
blip rambled on
Thursday, November 29, 2007
happy 14th =)