Tuesday, May 08, 2007
burnt out.
you know things are going haywire and assignments are eating at your throat when you decide that even reading your abnormal psych text is a welcome relief from everything else.
its merely the first day of crazy crashcourse lecture week and already i'm feeling like a torn sandbag leaking from all sides. the dryness of the course was very much expected but the pace of it just took everyone by surprise. tho he made every attempt to be humourous and interesting by mocking the class, mocking the germans/french/the rats/whatnot, and chummying his laptop (ahh my superior macintosh!), the feeling of being 'beside yourself' (in the most literal sense) seemed to materialise at every quarter to the hour.
maybe i'm just weak and not up to the standard of the singapore pace. but i never said i was anyway. shrugs. i aM grateful for the constant support, prayers, random perks and shields from the sun tho i seemed to be always whining. i guess i'm just not the sort who can gather strength through mere thought, hence making me quite a hard person to please haha. it is actually a wonder that i can still piece words together in here, tho not very coherently, but i cant spit out a single word for my essay. gdluck to me eh. i shall go back to reading on eating and sleep disorders. -snorts-
blip rambled on
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
mayday maydayy.
socialpsych assessment requires us to choose a newspaper article a social theory to blog about in learnjcu so everyone in class is totally averse towards the idea of blogging now. which explains why i havent written in a motherlong time. considering how little i'm doing for this site, i actually considered closing it down but held back for two reasons: a) i actually do like my blog. it looks very pretty tho its just smth i got off the net. b) i'd still like to retain this to remind myself that i DO like to rant and this is most prolly my best outlet. so there, its staying. oh yes i did planned to post my boring blog assessments in here to replace my silence but i guess its the last thing pple wanna read. plus i for one do not want to be throwing sch stuff at other pple as do someone i know who sadly, i share the same initials with. O_o i did not actually realise that until only recently when it was hurled into my face. blahh.
well, after 10years of listening to the phantom of the opera cd, i finally watched it! twas awesome man tho there were many complaints about the singing not being good enough (give her a break man she's being compared to sarah brightman. can we even compare?), the set, the costumes and the songs were uberfantastic! phangi was hilarious as is his name tho he died in the end, poor thing. but still, wonderful wonderful!
other than that, nothing's been happening much lately. everyone's stressed up over presentations, essays, online assessments, getting shot by pple's comments
on the entries (someone commented tt jackie chan's nose was too big and he was totally trashed by another person. shows how loyal jackie chan's fans are. powerful nose.), copious amount of reading to do, and painfully long lectures to attend. thankgoodness psychopathology lec is ending soon man. she goes on and on abt schizophrenia like she's describing her garden. its weird enough that she's living alone and has many cats. havent we heard enough horror stories about cats? bah.
well, atleast to break the monotonous day to day activities, spent a day in sentosa just being touristy! -grins- tho i nearly got frightened out of my skin in the morning and my breath was literally taken away and i'm now covered in mosquito bites cos of the jungle trail, i wouldnt have it any other way. and for the record, we didnt even step onto the beach man. twas all touristy attractions so yup, tho we saw the throngs of people on the beach, we didnt feel it at all cos twas all seen from a distance. already i'm awaiting the next outing!
maltshakes at the chicken rice stall.
blip rambled on
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
