Saturday, February 26, 2005
misery free?
went to the gig at Rouge after choir with daphne, zen and daphne's fren joyce..finally saw the looks of the infamous arthur that has caused the heartbreak of *cough cough* and frankly speaking, he aint that impressive afterall. his attitude and behaviour kinda reminded me of eugene yeo. with add-ons like drinking, smoking and alot of bass guitar. ah well, the performance was actually kinda dull cos the music was too loud and the singing wasn't very clear..couldn't help but compared them to x-japan (of course cannot compare la..way off track already but still.) its a band imitating jrock but singing cranberries style. hmm..left the place ard 1245, took the nightrider (first time! hohoho!) and tho the journey was damn bloody long, i finally got home. yawns.
work has been kinda busy nowadays with the canon reservation deadline approaching..so tired of answering the phone already..moreover with the itp proj deadline for submission ALSO coming..tryin to finish the report asap so we can actually start compiling the appendices..ahhh! so many things to do! so little time! uccd presentation, bp presentation..reports...reports! reports!!! the only consolation is the fact that attachment is gonna be over soon! everyone is counting down the 28 days to the 2nd of april! tick tock tick tock tick tock.
taking advance theory next tues and i still don't feel prepared..hopefully mr lai's tips will help so i wouldn't have to retake the test..speaking of driving, this morning when i reached the 'jaywalk' road, two policemen were so obviously standing there and looking out for jaywalkers and yet, pple still happily HAPPILY jaywalk infront of them man! wah they really think the policemen wear sunglasses mean they are blind lor. really don't know what pple are thinking these days..aiyo. ok i'm damn tired now..shall stop talking rubbish and if you have read until this point, i'm impressed cos its so not interesting. gd nite.
Useless fact of the day: i have an eyelash in my eye. ow.
blip rambled on
Saturday, February 26, 2005
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
nothing in particular.
its valentine's day! the day where attached pple walk around with bouquet of flowers, bouquet of chocolates, big soft toys, small soft toys, soft toys on bouquets, looking all lovey and dovey and taking up all the seats in good restaurants that pple like me wanna eat in. its also a day for pple like me to scorn against the pple celebrating valentine's day by saying things like "aiyar, valentine's day is just a day for pple to make money, excuses for couples to spend extravagantly on couple meals that might bring them happiness." den of course comes the auto-reply "haha you, no eat grape say grape sour!" that's me on valentines day for you :)
anyways! today was quite a good day considering we weren't that busy so isabel and i spent most of the day doing the powerpoint slides for our itp project. actually she ended up doing most of the work cos its impossible to have two person doing it right? :p but! the highlight was we ended work early today so we could have our much anticipated dinnering at Rice Table! took the shuttle bus over to suntec (yes! i discovered the shuttle bus! hohoho!) and when we got to the restaurant, we thought that there will definitely be seats cos it looks quite empty. only to realise that its fully reserved already. so is every single nice restaurant at suntec. argh! so we faithfully waited and waited for any reservation to be cancelled and finally ended up at the other outlet at cuppage.
the food wasn't that fantastic tho..its indonesian food in buffet style..alot like the buffet that siam kitchen had. ended up eating more crackers den the food that they were serving. adjourn to coffee bean after dinner to sit and talk somemore. everywhere was so bloody crowded man! its as if tmr is a declared public holiday. by the time we left coffee bean, it was almost midnight. shared a cab with isabel and here i am! feeling all latte-ed and bloated. i'm definitely gonna overeat this week man. eating out with the girls tmr, yz's farewell (yes we are farewell-ing again for her) on weds, gathering at eunice's house on thurs..ahhh!!! i don't even have the time to go jogging....! tried to wake up at 7.30 this morning to jog but i went back to slp cos i was too tired. hahah! super weakling man. i shall try again on wednesday.
tmr's finally driving day! so excited for my first lesson already! jonathan is considering taking auto lessons after two lessons of manual! whoaaA! continue taking manual la! den we can qie cuo wu gong what!! lucky i never go take centre with him man..or else i'll definitely be influence to take auto too! haha..i will never be bi shi by pple!
*hand sign* oh oh! hitched is gonna screen soon!! 3rd of march! everyone must watch it so its so damn funny! can't wait for feb to be over and march to be here so i can start counting down to the end of my attachment! must start finding job already..ven if you are reading this, we need to find out the cruise thing asap! its definitely not at harbourfront cos i went there already and all i could see was penguin travels and more penguin travels. need to get a job soon so i wun have to borrow money from dad to pay for driving after attachment. job job job! $2000 job!
just started watching Pride last night and i'm hooked already! kinda brought back the memories of ice skating with js and co during sec sch days. always wanted to learn ice hockey back den cos it looks so fun..but i guess that dream will never be fulfilled..ahh...
*dreamy* can't wait to finish watching the show so i can start on my sims2! i know i'm a little slow and that pple are already sick of playing it but its ok! i'm still excited! sims sims sims sims sims sims! dododododo! driving lesson early in the morning so i shall slp now..yawns. night kids.
Useless fact of the day: Kangaroos cannot walk backwards.
blip rambled on
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
Saturday, February 05, 2005
thinking. thinking.
days are getting mundane and long for me..i cannot even find anything interesting to blog and right now, phrasing and rephrasing this sentence took me 5 minutes. oh! on thursday, we had our first cell group gathering at elaine's house! was really quite happy to be able to meet up with church pple on days other than sundays considering i work almost everyday. at least it kinda makes up for the many saturdays that i have missed yf. and! i managed to find their house by myself! ok so i asked one auntie for directions but! at least i managed to not get lost! boon tiong road, i'll remember you man!
the most disturbing thing of that gathering was, when we had to go around and share abt happy things that happen to us for the past 2 weeks, i could not think of anything! i mean, i don't really feel unhappy or anything, but rather, i've been feeling..nothing. other than knowing that i only have to work 2.5 days next week which i felt ecstatic, i've not really been feeling much positive emotion for a long time. really wonder whether is it becos i'm working too much, therefore i don't have much of a life to be happy, or its just me.
i'm thankful to have friends around me and even more thankful that i'm able to create new ties with pple i've known for so many years but sometimes, i really
do feel empty. i'm sure i've had happy moments for the past few months, but somehow i just cannot remember them. i really wonder whether am i really that affected by the split that i'll never get over it? somehow right now, as much as memories will come back everyday, i'm not even thinking of it that much already. i mean, that's a good thing right? i
know that i'm moving on so its puzzling why i'm still not feeling much. ahh.
ok enough of me, let me tell you! one fine day, isabel's friend came into the office with her group of friends to collect tickets for their trip to bangkok and one of them is a trans. but! she's so handsome! not just cute, not good looking, but handsome! handsome! as in michael vartan handsome! with bright eyes, nice nose and good complexion! arghh!! beautiful man! why!? why?! the number of handsome guys are so dire in singapore right now and he chose to be a woman! no justice...no justice..
*grumble grumble*
oh the other day, went online to find job opportunities onboard starcruise and there's a position for customer service coordinator! quite attracted by it but kinda got the feeling that i'm too young for them to even consider me as an applicant. :( really interested in working there to get the experience man..hmm..maybe i should try working as a ground crew first. shall go to the office and get details one of these days..still have no idea whether should i apply for the universities in singapore considering the chances of me getting into smu, ntu and nus are so slim they could advertise for diet products. arhhh...so many things to consider, so many decisions to make! troubled. troubled.
This is Michael Vartan..!
Useless fact of the day: Each year, 30,000 people are seriously injured by exercise equipment.
**To back this statement up, yiheng nearly killed himself while lifting weights when he lost control of the 5kg weight and it came crashing down towards his head. he saved himself by siam-ing his head so fast he could have dislocated his neck and still resulted in serious injuries. it is shocking to see pple risking their lives for bigger chests!
blip rambled on
Saturday, February 05, 2005
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
voiceless screaming.
grandma's back from the hospital and the whole family's super stress out now. as usual, that man did not keep his promise and as much as his EX-wife is mentally unsound and trying to rope us into joining her mentally unsound gang, we will NOT be beaten by her. argh stupid woman. i'm really being tested to see if i can love my enemies and right now, i'm honestly saying i cannot. teach me how to love man. i cannot do it. i do not know how. but thankfully! our family have very supportive friends (not relatives. nope) and each of us have our own friends to lean towards. its really encouraging to know that there's someone praying for you and listening to you rant and rant and not really offering suggestions. sometimes, giving lots of suggestions ain't the solution i feel.
saturday miss koh really blew up and started scolding us cos she said the files are in a mess, the excel files are in bigger mess..everything seems to be going wrong and we made quite a few mistakes that involves money..ahh...so now we're quite afraid of asking her for things. but frankly i don't really like to ask her stuff..cos she'll always emphasize that she told us before..and the sentence will sound something like this "blah blah blah i told you before righttt....infactt...i remember telling the two of you alreadyy....righhhtttt????" sigh..so it makes us seem like retards trying to ask the same questions one thousand times.
anyways! after reading the above nonsense! i'm so happy and excited to proclaim that i only have to work TWO AND A HALF DAYS next week! monday. tuesday. saturday half day! next weds and thurs is chinese new year and becos pauline is superstitious, she said that third day of new year cannot work or else all the good luck will go away! yay! one more day of rest for meee! for meee! and i'm getting my pay next week too! good things are all happening in one week its real hard not to feel ecstatic man! even tho i'm coughing my guts out and i have lost my voice, i shall still shout for joy in what ever way i can!
*starts jumping around and flagging arms*
Useless BUT informative fact of the day: Kenny just did an ultimate psk on yiheng and ian tmr! wear skirt wear skirt!
blip rambled on
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
