Wednesday, May 25, 2005
time travelling.
the month june is staring right in my face. its hard to believe that half a year is gone just like. nothing to hold it back, nothing i could do to alter the things that have gone wrong. with only memories to hold and to keep. just finished reading
The Time Traveller's Wife and it brought so much tears that i had to struggle to read the words through blurry eyes. how true it is that even if we could go back to the past, a month, a year, 10 years, we still can't change what is gonna happen. to think that we would always hold the hope that if we could turn back the hands of time, things would turn out differently. how we used to cling on to memories and refusing to let it go when the only thing we should do is to let it stay as it is, just a distant memory.
how often do i make the mistake of looking at the world through my own selfish eyes, thinking people will never change, that they will always be as they were in the past. just because hurt has been caused in the past, i would choose to hang on to the belief that a leopard never change its spots, ignoring the gnawing fact that people do change and they will eventually grow up. they have moved on and so must i.
i have finally found closure.
blip rambled on
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
wednesday.
sunday was amazing race day at sentosa for the above 18s. got teamed up with kaka, donny, jianmin, esther and cynthia! apparently we call ourselves the old age group cos we have three 25year-old in our midst! it was a tiring afternoon and i tell you, i've never seen so much of sentosa in one whole day and i never knew that donny's favourite numbers are 1 & 8. all in all, it was a fun-filled afternoon with our group fulfilling our goal of not coming in 1st and not coming in last! ended the day by retreating to yiheng's hse for loads of food, stuart little and great company of the familiar faces.
vesak monday was spent in church doing the recording for our youth night with all of us transforming into professional news reporters and at some possessed point, xiayi laoshi. raymond bought us yummy lunch from tiong bahru market too! white chicken rice (heavenly), char siew and roast pork meat (woo hoo!) and rojak (mMmmmMm) completed with sugar cane! we can always count on raymond to put more effort in choosing the right food rather then just buying 10 packets of gross chicken rice from nearest seah im.
the highlight of yesterday was the appointment made with tui na lady! the purpose of her visit last night was mainly to induce unbearable pain onto my limbs and back in order to dispel all unwanted
qi from my health forsaken body. after a labouring 1 and a half hours, she left me wearing a ridiculous looking outfit that is suppose to massage my body throughout the night, a bruised body and repeated emphasis that i CAN help people by introducing ridiculous looking outfits to them! thank goodness this time the bruises are hidden under the skin and tho i feel like i've been trampled on by a horse, i'm waiting patiently for the pain to give way to months of relief.
so! today (wednesday) is supposedly payday and i hope timothy will remember to give us our cheques before rushing off to for the afternoon again. really need the money to pay off my debts as well as the auction seller tmr. oh oh! did i say??? successfully bid on yahoo auction for the latest set of one piece! book 1-36 for only $115! how could i not be happy when i save approximately $1.80/book and thus, $65 on all 36 books! dodododo!
alrighty, tonight is starwars night with grace (my sis in case you are wondering), daniel, wee bros, yijun and minwei. tho i'm not exactly very excited to watch it, i shall follow the notion that since i've watched the first two episodes, i might as well catch the final one to complete it all. can't wait for madagascar and monster-in-law (michael vartan for poop's sake!) to start showing! THOSE are the ones i really wanna watch! any takers?
Qns: who is the strongest man in the world?
Ans: the wanton mee man! one-TON mee! get it? muahahahaha!
gosh. i need to be saved.
blip rambled on
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
Monday, May 16, 2005
wet monday.
*eh hem* its a rainy day today. its a rainy day today. its a rainy day today. its a rainy day todayyyyyyy!!!
feeling all sniffy again cos it was so warm last night we had to on the aircon and it was directly blowing into my face. ahh. anyway! was crazily busy for the past week and my resolution for this week is to go home straight after work if i could help it. didn't manage to meet up with sh and ph on thurs but went wala wala instead on fri night! the band is awesome man! 4-men band EIC playing nice soft rock. charming! the two lead singers are damn good i tell you! the malay guy really sound like robbie williams if you close your eyes and not look at him. tho it was really crowded and smoky with my mom calling every hour to ask me to go home, i really really enjoyed myself! lalalaa!!
i'm loving angels instead...oh oh! and we saw tyron at wala too! those who do not know who is tyron, he is mr singtel aka safra model aka mr SP. apparently shihui thinks he is so totally damn hot (he IS quite hot i wouldn't deny it. you should see his hot bod!!
*wide eyes*) so she down half a pint of carlsberg in hope that she could have the guts to ask him for a picture. but sadly the beer failed her and thus..the highly anticipated picture was not taken but ten thousand other paparazzi pictures with us posing infront of the camera but with the digicam focusing 45degrees away from our faces and directed at him were shot! thanks to kok kee and his long body and arms, we have taken the follow:
1) top of his head
2) left side of face
3) right side of face
4) back of head
5) back of indian man (he kept blocking our view! grr)
6) smiley face of indian man posing for our camera (what was that?!)
if you still have no idea how tyron looks like, pls scoot over to
shihui's blog to feast on the yummylicious catch of the month! gosh we are such stalkers.
met up with sh after church yday for lunch and i had thaiexpress for the first time!
*doh* it was not bad but felt kinda bloated after that cos of the coconut in the curry. sacrifices for nice food! didn't have money to go shopping so we ended up lazing at chjimes just chillin and talkin. updated me on her exciting internship days and i say! only one in a thousand internship students get to party like her! why can't i be posted to a big company with alot of pple!? :( so tempted to go work temp in an audit firm now! reasons to this cannot be exposed. sorry! hohoho! :p
i've finally reached the 36th book of One Piece and i'll have to wait for another few months for the next book! ahh...its getting so exciting now! grrr! Eiichiro Oda! get your ass down to drawing! ayes..the only consolation i have is that i'm still way behind in the anime and i still have another 100 episodes to keep me going! hopefully i can finish watchin the filler episodes this week so i can start on SkyPiea! as you can see, i'm obsessed. oh oh!!! in addition to the obsession, decided to share with my sis on buying the manga!
*evil laugh like that of arlong* sha! ah ah ah ah ah ah! latest update! pauley from water7 is joining the gang and sanji is getting a bounty soon!
i'm sure up till now you are feeling bored from reading the above paragraph so i shall stop now. stop.
Useless fact of the day: In New York City, approximately 1,600 people are bitten by other humans.
blip rambled on
Monday, May 16, 2005
Sunday, May 15, 2005
Fallen.
was at thaiexpress with sh when i heard this song. really brought back happy memories man. surprisingly.
I can't believe it,
you're a dream comin' true.
I can't believe how
I have fallen for you.
And I was not looking,
was content to remain.
And it's ironic
to be back in the game.
You are the one
who's led me to the sun.
How could I know
that I was lost without you...
And I want to tell you,
you control my brain..
And you should know
that you are life in my veins.
You are the one
who's led me to the sun.
How could I know that
I was lost without you...
I can't believe it,
you're a dream comin' true.
I can't believe how
I have fallen for you.
And I was not looking,
was content to remain.
And it's erotic
to be back in the game.
blip rambled on
Sunday, May 15, 2005
Monday, May 09, 2005
monotonous.
once again its just me, shin leei and the radio blasting "woo whoa oh! woo whoa oh! woo whoa oh!" in the office and the both of us have not been exactly doing work since timothy stepped out of the office an hour ago. but anyway! i'm still enjoying my work tho i really dread the waking up early in the morning part. still waiting till 25th may so i can get my first pay! since i stopped my attachment during april, i've been trying to survive on my meagre sum of money they call allowance and i've drained it more or less already.
caught kingdom of heaven with sh and ph on thursday night! it was a typical war story that i cannot understand on the spot and finally understood it when i read the full synopsis last night on First mag -_-". the story is abt the 2nd-3rd crusade war between the christians and the muslims. alot of blood, chopped off heads and weapons penetrating the body. *ouch* anyhoo! we will be studying abt the crusades in the later part of our sunday sch and i am so looking forward to it! lallaa!
oh! with regards to my last post! my mission is proceeding successfully! met up with a few of my sec sch friends (shihui, peihui, mingming, lianjin, junchao and a bunch of pple whom i don't directly know in person but know by face) on saturday at sentosa! tho i couldn't stay on for the whole day, but it was still quality time spent! finally had a chance to swim to the floating platform at sentosa and i saw a full grown michelin(?) man! he was so fat that his flabby stomach had already grown layers! its scary to see pple becoming like that. don't they worry abt obese related diseases?!? anyway, got to catch up abit with the life of the girls and abit on what's going on with lianjin and tho i doubt he would be reading this, i still wanna tell him that the girl is obviously very in love with herself instead of the guys around her and he should run/walk/crawl/fly out of her claw-ly grasp before its too late! really wonder what charm did she cast on lj to make him feel that way. the blindness of a so-called love (i kinda think its more of a crush but who am i to judge right?). really had alot of fun (thanks girls! ^^) and got a little burnt (again!) but still! it will remain a happy memory :)
hopefully this week will fly by since i'll have stuff to do, friends to catch up with and rehearsals to attend. gonna meet up with ying and daphne today for billy bombers at heeren! milkshakes and cheesy fries here i come! finally remembered to bring the gift we bought for daphne today! and if you are reading this post before we meet up, you better like the gift! grrr! :Þ
think the end july bkk trip is more or less confirmed tho tickets are not booked yet. hopefully we can get the cheapest tickets (i think i'm morphing into those customers whom i hate to serve last time..hohoho!) and cheap good hotels too! which means i will have to start packing lunch to work now so i will have enough money to pay for the trip. we have 6 pple in now! gel, yijun, engying, eunice, cheryl and me! 4D3N here i come! sawadi kaa!
Useless fact of the day: i rammed head on with a girl when i was in primary sch and bit part of my tongue, splitting it into two. it was quite a traumatic experience.
blip rambled on
Monday, May 09, 2005
Thursday, May 05, 2005
stone.
quiet day at work. tim and kennedy are once more out of the office and here i am, stoning and hoping something nice will happen.
was browsing through several blogs and realise that people around me seems to lead very contented and fulfiling lives! they seem to always be having fun..having dreams and being happy. somehow felt that i'm lacking so much in that aspect. :( somehow i feel that i'm never able to keep in contact with friends i've made over years..those that i was once close to are like strangers now. is it becos of my antisocial personality?
i guess its really my fault..that i can't seem to be bothered to keep in touch or hang out. sigh. really feel that a big part of me always seems to melt away with time and tho it will always be replaced with something else, its still a pity that i can't seem to hold on to it. sigh. i shall make a greater effort to catch up with the pple ard me and to link back old ties. *tears off antisociality*
ok this is just a random entry to clear my head..i'm already taking action by talking to shihui now! ciaos kids.
Useless fact of the day: I hammered my face against the wall when i was young and lost half a front tooth.
blip rambled on
Thursday, May 05, 2005
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
more more phuket pictures!
blip rambled on
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
more phuket pictures!
blip rambled on
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
