Thursday, March 23, 2006
bumming around.
daph! one night i dreamt that you said "i'm not gonna talk to you anymore." stun la when i woke up. haha.
anyhoo, my school haven't officially started so theres really nothing to be enthusiastic about
yet. yesterday was orientation day and it was unexpectedly similar to my poly orientation! we had games and tshirts and campus/bukit merah central tour. bukit merah has tons of things to see and eat la! so damn excited. haha. plus the library is just a mere 5 mins away from school hence its of utmost convenience to me. muahaha.
only taking one module (intro to psy) this block so my timetable is extremely relaxed. no school on mondays and fridays, 1900-2200hrs on tues, 1400-2200hrs on weds and 0900-1200hrs on thurs. =P i know i need to find a job but my schedule is gonna change 5 weeks later so its tough to make any sort of commitment. ahhh! decisions decisions.
one thing i'm sure of, i'm gonna keep up on some sort of exercise regime. bought a pair of k2 blades last week! its only abec 5 but its good enough for me. not like i'm gonna be some crazy power blader anyways. heh. hopefully can make myself go blading or swimming at least once a week. now that i'm a student once again, i shall make full use of the youthful energy i have bubbling inside me as well as the free time i have on hand. hoho.
speaking of swimming...ladies and gentlemen i'm proud to announce that i swam 20laps today! for a slow and lousy swimmer like me, it is considered quite a feat! feel so pleased with myself tho i'm a little burnt! =D keep fit keep fit!
another thing to be pleased about: i bought the secret garden cd yesterday! its extremely worth the money cos the instrumental pieces are really really good. was listening to the first track yesterday and i teared already cos the music is simply fantastic. expressive and very soothing. lao bak sai ah!
well! the xiang4 ni2 biao3 da2 concert is coming up this saturday and i simply can't wait! we're all practising really hard and i thank God that with every practice, i gradually learn to feel the music and the lyrics, understanding the meaning behind the words as well as the scores. zhan hong da is really very talented and it's really whole new experience to be conducted by him. =) hopefully we're able to convey the msg across to the audiences on that day and that they will enjoy the songs as much as i do!
random fact of the day: 23% of all photocopier faults worldwide are caused by people sitting on them and photocopying their butts.
blip rambled on
Thursday, March 23, 2006
Saturday, March 04, 2006
changing perspective.
i thank God for letting me see answers to the many questions that have been running through my mind ever since i started attending jm. maybe it's because i was too used to being the younger ones in the group, looking up to the seniors and assuming that i'll definitely learn more from the older ones. however, ever since sm dissolved and yams came into the picture, it dawned upon me that somehow they might not be as stable as i thought.
it's amazing to feel Him answering my hidden questions, to no longer doubt my service in church and to re-adjust my focus and purpose in my service. i dont want to be a self-centred christian, to always think of what God can do for me but rather, to be God-centred. sometimes i feel that i'm not doing enough, whether is it in church, my friends or my family. many times i felt the need to pull back though i cannot pinpoint on the reason. at least for now i know that my perspective must change, to get used to the fact that lessons can be learnt now matter what the environment is. because ultimately, He is the great teacher.
right now i can't seemed to organise my thoughts properly. i find it increasingly hard to write what i really feel. but the gist of the entry today is that i no longer doubt my place in jm and i trust that my spiritual growth will not be stumped but rather, continue to blossom and grow.
i guess i'll never know what you are thinking. but i can tell you that your self assumption of outgrowing ss saddens me. but then again, we were never on the same frequency.
blip rambled on
Saturday, March 04, 2006
