Monday, October 25, 2004
nothing.
feeling nothing right now. exams have not even started yet i felt like it has been gg on for very long already. the past few weeks seems like months to me and right now, thoughts are just speeding thru my head without stopping for me to take a breather, without giving me time to register and it's just...gone.
somehow, it seems to me that pple whom i feel can help me when i talk to them ain't helping me at all. its when i think back to those conversations that i feel that maybe i'm not even helping myself too. maybe i'm just too retarded to react fast to changes around me or maybe i am just refusing to acknowledge that things have indeed changed. but on the other hand, there are some whom i never expected, are there to say nonsensical things to me that are actually enlightening in its own crazy way. i think i'm not receptive to normal lingo anymore. fwah? muah? twah? maybe i should stop talking altogether.
enough of depression talk. i'm feeling so hungry right now..ate mac and cheese for lunch today and its not very filling for me. wanted to eat long john silver but daphne didn't wanna buy for me and i'm just too lazy to head down to jp for lunch. i guess its indirectly my own fault. but!! daddy is buying back stingray and sotong! that's something to perk me up! craving for marche now..can't wait for exams to be over so i can eat calamari till i puke.
it never rang.
Useless fact of the day: Coconuts kill more people in the world than sharks do. Approximately 150 people are killed each year by coconuts.
blip rambled on
Monday, October 25, 2004
