Tuesday, November 23, 2004
denial?
ven! i don't exactly do exciting and interesting things everyday! realised that i don't blog everyday so those un-blogged days are the boring ones! :p
zan! don't worry i'm fine :) its been hurting for a very long time already and i see hope in the near future that i will recover! :p
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so today was another long day at work and after 2 weeks and 2 days of my attachment, i can finally record in my log book "i did ALOT ALOT of photocopying today!" the canon fair at expo is starting in 2 days so we printing out all the forms and faQs for the pple coming for the fair. went to funan to buy the paper and it was damn blardy heavy cos we had to carry 4 stacks of 500piece coloured paper back to the office! can you imagine two girls clad in semi-formal wear sitting on the floor trying to re-arrange the cables?
now i feel like a handyman =/
and if doing handyman jobs weren't bad enough, kim told us that we had to work through the weekend cos of the fair! and its 11am-8pm from thursday to sunday! arhhh..my week is totally ruined already. i think starting from tomorrow i'll be doing OT everyday. i seriously think its a curse man. i just got my own computer yesterday and today the OT news came. this is what i get from laughing at ervin. :'(
anyways, felt quite irritated since last night when my mom kept asking me why i don't want to throw away the things inside the green box and how long i'm intending to keep it..sigh. she don't seem to grasp the fact that i'm just simply not ready to do it. so since last night after the stupid question, i've been feeling very moodswingy and upset with myself. somehow even though i'm always telling myself that i'm getting over it rather fast and that i'm not upset anymore, last night's question kinda slapped me right in the face cos i teared. maybe i'm in denial. maybe i'm not. have no idea. i can't think anymore.
if i could turn back the hands of time.
Useless fact of the day: There are more chickens than people in the world.
blip rambled on
Tuesday, November 23, 2004