Monday, July 18, 2005
test of faith.
with regards to the previous entry, God has indeed shown me the way once again and tho sacrifices hafta be made along the way, i'm quite prepared to do so. the final leap will be the registration and hopefully i'll be able to make it. i'm aching to share this wonderful experience with all my friends but i guess i shall wait for everything to be settled before rushin into things.
*smiles*somehow or rather, i think its God's way of helping me heal by sending yijun to our midst. i am actually surprised at myself for being able to befriend her and to actually come to like her as friend. not to mention her appearance have increased healing process by 80% (gosh she's like a faerie! :p) talking and sharing with her came so easily such that i actually told her my plans for studying and to have God leading me through it all. it was kinda like a comfort to me when she told me abt how she also relied on God's guidance to be able to get into medicine. i think after all that i've been through, i've finally learnt to appreciate people that God planted around me to provide support. i wish there's a way i could show my appreciation for her. hmm.
anyways, pple these days seemed to be in quite a foul mood most of the time. don't think i can actually offer help without getting my head bitten off. i must learn the valuable lesson of minding my own business cos the so-called 'help' might actually backfire and end up having to clean up the mess after that. tsk. they should have a guidebook on "matters you should or should not get your asses in" for pple like me. in view of meeting lotsa foul mood pple these days, i shall learn to keep my lousy temper to myself without having to inflict it on the innocents who are actually having a good day.
Useless fact of the day: Ostriches are often not taken seriously. They can run faster than horses, and the males can roar like lions.
blip rambled on
Monday, July 18, 2005
