writer -=ze name=- joyce the blip.
-=ze age=- 22years and growing

lately -=tune=- annie's song.
-=station=- gold90fm.
-=feeling=- contented.loved.
-=craze=- harrypotter.
-=enjoys=- slow afternoons.
-=awaiting=- christmas.
-=attained=- comfort and joy.

notebook -->catch up on onepiece.
-->get my D's.
-->a new pretty phone!
-->start rollerblading again.
-->il divo 2nd cd.
-->burberry wallet.
-->hunt for pretty tops.
-->church camp 2007.

surfs -->harry potter.
-->one piece.
-->josh groban.
-->csi:las vegas.
-->ed.
-->scrubs.

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dorothy
yiheng
theanimals
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timothy
tianping
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meiying
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Saturday, August 20, 2005
be strong and take courage.

heard something last night which kinda discouraged me alot concerning my upcoming studies. and it was only then did i realise that i'm quite a weakling, choosing to dwell and focus on my short-comings instead of striving for some sort of victory. but after spilling out my fears to jireh, he sorta gave me loads of encouragement by telling me a long story. [yeah it was quite long, but no you did not cut into my slping time :)] so thankful to have someone hear me out and to offer kind words. and last night's QT talked about relying on God in times of trouble. and that we should not be discouraged by words of men becos in His eyes, nothing is impossible! since He had already put me into the course, He definitely has His will in it and i should rely on His wisdom instead of my own. thank You Lord for the angels sent to me :)

was just talkin to shihui yday abt how women are such mystical creatures. choosing to believe fervently that love will bestow upon them one day without realising that trust and faith holds such great importance. the fall of women is our inability to give full trust becos somehow, we will create an invisible barrier infront of us, holding back and trying to protect ourselves, thinking that everyone is out to hurt us somehow. words and actions just can't seemed to satisfy our need for affection becos someone out there will be getting something better then us. then we'll compare. and we'll doubt.

men are such misunderstood creatures! just becos they do not have the telephatic ability to sense our every need, we take that as their lack of concern for our unspoken desires. even if they have already done all they could, somehow after a full moon it will all be forgotten while short-comings will forever be remembered for the next ten thousand arguments. so now even while i'm typing this, nailing all my flaws to the wall, i can't help but think "oh my gosh i'm so unloveable". damn the female hormones. i should prolly grow a beard to balance it off.

women are mystical creatures? pah! psycho-paranoids more like it.
blip rambled on Saturday, August 20, 2005