Monday, September 05, 2005
dreams are my reality.
just a while ago tim passed me a couple of documents and asked me to hand it to his 'er.my wif..my ex..my ex-wi..my wife.' for a moment i actually felt sad that the whole thing fell apart for them tho they sound like great friends whenever they are on the phone. how do i tell? "hahaha you are like ah long! even ah long don't charge so high interest right?! ya la ya la bye la bye la". so, how do i tell? hmm. i guess all that thinking kinda screw up my vision cos the wife called again and asked me to double check the documents to make sure they are all there and she asked "is my maid's passport there?" and i said "no..tim's passport is here tho" until i realised the passport is indeed the maid's and that upside down, she looks like my boss. and i actually said it out loud to the wife. mistakes mistakes.
so while i was out buying lunch, i saw this old man sitting on the steps of the overhead bridge staring out to the huge mother mary portrait displaying in the novena church. and when i came back after buyin my stuff, he asked if i could give him 2bucks for lunch. and i did what i always do, i walked away. but this time it was different! i actually felt bad and in the short distance between the overhead bridge and my office, i walked back and forth back and forth back and forth abt 3 times, wondering whether should i give him the money? or buy food for him? or give my rice to him? so there i was fighting with myself and just as i was gonna go and give him the money/or my rice, this man stopped and gave the old man money. and i saw the old man tucked it away in his pocket but continued sitting there.
so now, here i am eating kitkat chunky, still pondering over the overhead-bridge-old-man and wondering what's the right thing to do.
blip rambled on
Monday, September 05, 2005
