Tuesday, October 04, 2005
100th post.
it's over. though in my mind i know it's inevitable, i didn't expect it to happen so soon. tho it wasn't long ago when she reassured me that things are going on great, and that he is putting in effort, things have somehow gone down the hill and ended before i could even be less skeptical of this whole thing. didn't know what to say when i heard, didn't know how to react without being insensitive. felt let-down? felt upset? a little of each mixed with numbness. i'm so sorry dear that i can't be more supportive or encouraging. =/ i hope you will be able to find closure from all this and focus on better things ahead.
*pat pat* i'll be co-president with you =) we can go travelling for months without any holdbacks, replace romantic movies with disaster genre and drink milkshakes at the heeren billy bombers where you had your classic moment of shouting 'oei' at the waiter for dropping your card! ^o^
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anyhoo, compared to last week, i feel like i'm having a vacation this week. no rushing of time, no constant phonecalls, no need to wear heels and walk around all day resulting in soles feeling like they were on fire, no need! its back to 9.30am-6pm workweek for me to find some social life! i can tell you it did not start well with my monday night spent infront of the tv watching debate on channel06 and eventually ended with 'the mysterious death of cleopatra' on discovery. evidence pointed out that cleopatra did not actually kill herself but rather, octavian orchestrated the murder cos cleopatra's son caesarion fathered by caesar will compete for the throne with him. history is indeed fascinating and i do hope one day i will be able to travel to egypt or rome and feast my eyes on the beauty of the past. any takers? =D
well, hope to get a pair of nice beach shorts today while shopping for mama's present. lucky we have something in mind to buy cos the birthday is tomorrow!! don't even think we have the time for a meal together =/ oh well, it's the thought that counts right? supposed to watch brothers grimm with ian today but ended up psk-ing him. wahaha! =p kinda had a premonition that something like that will happen already. at least i warned you right? muaha! i still wanna catch that show leh, reschedule next week if it's still showing!
Useless fact of the day: A cockroach will live nine days without its head, before it starves to death. (that's disgusting)
blip rambled on
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
