Monday, October 17, 2005
monday blues.
10 things i've been accustomed to doing in a normal week:
- going to church.
- mahjong on sunday afternoons.
- watching
csi (
any csi.).
- chatting/eating/hanging with fweak. (keeps my sanity in check.)
- chatting with ducky. (early return! i am happy!)
- watching
scrubs.
- worry and brood.
- laugh/trade insults/attempt to disturb, lydia hong.
- chatting with thomas. (brightens mood. keeps sanity in check.)
- talking to lydia hong. (brightens mood too cos she's mad.)
i don't know how much i can or
should rely on other pple to pull me back. i have a tendency to become reliant and from past experience. its
not good. have no idea when did all these things become part of my life. but somehow, i'm glad it did.
p/s: 2nd - 9th item does
not come in any significant order. =P
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the past weekend had been a new experience for me altogether. it felt good to be able to sometimes bridge the gap between the jm and the sm. can't seem to fully express what i really feel but it was nice. somehow i think there should be no such thing as a generation gap as long as pple are willing to take the time to understand and communicate. i probably sound naive but this is what i hope to do next time for the community when i graduate. (
if i graduate, for that matter)
got to hear brother hong's side of the drama-saga-story during the weekend too. (i know, weird week) felt the ache for him cos no one really deserve to endure that kind of shit. he really impressed me with the way he handled the matter. it's sensible and mature. i think i'm not at that level yet cos i still find it hard to see past the pain. i must really start learning to be magnanimous. in one way or another, i still learn alot from the pple ard me regardless of age. tt's how we grow, right? =)
watching skeleton key on toosday with pple i don't usually watch movie with. i'm actually looking forward to it! haha. i am such a shmuck.
Interesting realisation: My sister finds the camp t-shirt suggestion of "Grace is my boss" highly amusing. Still have absolutely
zero idea why people even find her remotely frightening.
blip rambled on
Monday, October 17, 2005