Thursday, November 17, 2005
ingenue.
after brooding for days over my work stuff, it suddenly hit me one day that doctors are the most stressed out pple in the world. while my work mistakes will just result in lost of trust or money, doctors actually can't afford to make mistakes at all cos it small errors can result in lives being lost. i guess everyone will face problems at work, stress and deadlines, pressure from all around but ultimately it is up to ourselves to not be a weakling and deal with what is given to us. i shall strive to not be a weakling.
finally caught goblet of fire last night at jp with lydia and co. the effects are amazing and captivating, moments where scenes are so incredible it took my breathe away. but sad to say, they butchered the book. =( the quidditch world cup (fyi: ireland won but krum got the snitch), the triwizard tournament (obstacles in the maze not shown), the house elves (SPEW? dobby? winky?), etc etc. throughout the whole movie i was subconsciously remembering scenes from the book and trying to fit it into the movie. its quite sad to see the story being rushed through without much details given. felt disappointed but still, i dont regret watching it cos afterall, it IS harry potter! i am i fan! =D
last night got me thinking alot abt keeping the pple around me closer. to have friends drift away from you and thinking it is inevitable is such a sad fact and sometimes i really wish it wouldn't end this way. but more often than not, we don't get what we want. the news really caught me off guard cos i did not expect it at all (i think i can speak for the general population) and it really saddens me to think that you're not gonna be ard so often anymore. i guess my pessimistic outlook serves to protect myself by expecting the worse so when something better happens, its an additional bonus. i guess technology will always be the bridge connecting the 2 points. ohwell, you said you have somehow made a decision already, we'll hear it soon? =)
so while digesting shocking news last night, i was also talking to tiger abt enigma. prolly its becos i'm already in a bad mood or something but i got really pissed with him tho technically he didn't do anything wrong. but somehow it just upsets me to see him unknowingly doing this to her and be all ignorant about it. argh! you! you and your group of friends! hmmph! i'm just being one-sided on this but as of this moment,
i don't like you. it's so like
you to be insensitive to other pple's feelings. bleah. i know its not a fair statement but right now, i just cannot make myself think nice things about you. selfish beeyotch i know but you are so irritating it actually makes me sick. she's too good for you anyway. pah!
p/s: i just need to vent. i apologise if it sounded vicious.been watching alot of Scrubs lately and this is by far, my favourite statement by elliot:
"I was planning on coming here and telling you that you'll always come first. But, the truth is that's not a promise I can keep. But the one thing I can guarantee you is that, when it's my decision, I'll always choose you."right now, this applies to my closest chummies. no such thing as drifting. period. =)
blip rambled on
Thursday, November 17, 2005
