Monday, November 07, 2005
mr postman.
last week started off great with tons of fun at kusu island, 3 day work week..actually looked forward to lots of rest, great company and prolly some sort of solitude. but that didn't happen. rather, the alternate rest days kinda changed my body clock one way or another. it really sucks to keep waking up and wondering whether is it sunday or monday. well, the week did
not go well for me. so many things happened in such a short span of time that i didn't even have time to breathe before i'm hit by another wave. when friday came, as well as the last blow, i thought i was gonna collapse. i have not felt that much weight in my heart for a long long time already. it was literally choking me, sucking all positive feelings out from me (now i know how it feels like to be demented. haha =p) and i really had the urge to inflict pain on myself just to see if i can feel anymore pain. choir time was somehow spent in a daze with thoughts racing through my head without stopping to digest them. everything was just touch and go, touch and go. =/
but on the brighter side of things, it's only on friday that i fully realise how sweet doreen really is! just an encouraging squeeze on the arms and a smile, somehow it says alot and yet so subtle. yijun's silent company, eulyn's self mockery to make me laugh, lydia's lame yet heartwarming msgs, ian's concern, donny's
hello panda. such good friends! what more can anyone ask for right? =)
i really hope this week will be a better week ahead. having interval attacks of hives on my body, making me itch like hell and yet i'm not allowed to scratch them!! grr. speaking of such, wei tsin has dengue! cannot even start to imagine how that feels like. heard that she's still quite weak but at least she's eating already. poor girl. according to kaka, dengue patients have to draw blood everyday for testing, which means they'll poke you everyday la! as much as i pride myself on not feeling pain the last time i drew blood, i dowan to go through that everyday la. but i'll always remember the words of fweak "i like the pain man." fweak indeed. hahaa =p well! pray that wei tsin gets better! she's at the 'hotel' gleneagles right now and lemme tell you, if i can stay there i think i'll recover twice as fast man! which reminds me that i've never been there before. hmm. maybe i should go down one day and take a look =D
on a closing note, lemme share with you something i found out over the weekend about the 2 itp students:
weixin: next time i want my daughter to learn ballet and my son to learn piano!
ok nothing weird about that.melvin: i want my kids to have tuition everyday. learn more math and science not good meh?
this guy is obviously out of his mind. poor kids.
blip rambled on
Monday, November 07, 2005
