Wednesday, January 04, 2006
i'll be there.
it's weird that i dont feel the significance of the new year. it felt just like any other day, i did not feel the fresh start neither was there any celebration of some sort. tp said it's a good sign cos it means that my life is smooth sailing now that i do not need a brand new year to start things anew. it IS a big difference compared to the previous new year when the future is still uncertain and the wounds are still raw. what a difference a year makes! i really thank God for putting wonderful people in my midst, the forming of new bonds and the repairing of old. you guys have indeed played a big part in my life for the past year, enduring my nonsense, offering your shoulders, inbox space, msn windows and supportive hands. =)
digress: just heard the il divo version of "unchained melody" on gold90! gosh i really love that song. though it doesn't have the 'sleepless' effect on me, the calming effect of the song can be felt significantly. can't wait to get my hands on their album!
everyday at work, i'm just looking forward to the weekends or upcoming public holidays. it's sad to realise that i'm having sundaynight/monday blues already cos i dont used to have them. so! i was looking through the calendar and smiling at the number of public holidays in jan and feb and frowning while looking at march cos there's no public holidays during that month! BUT! it dawned on my that i'm only working till mid march! it was a happy thought and i ended up smiling again. thankfully no one was looking at me during my facial expression changing moment cos i already have a record for sudden outburst of laughter. well! i'm excited and already counting down the days till i start school =) working life is zapping all the youthful cells i have in me and i cannot let that happen.
NO.chatting with shihui yday made me see that we are seeing things more objectively and maturely now. instead of lamenting on things we cannot have, to focus on things that we know is best for us even if the process is gonna be painful rather than grabbing selfishly for things we want.
"even if nothing comes out of it, i'll still be as happy. becos i know it's just gonna be something i remember for life" yup. keep the memories for unlike reality, it cannot be manipulated anymore.
with the start of 2006, instead of feeding you useless facts of the day, i shall update you on entertainment news for the day: Lindsay Lohan is hospitalized in Miami after a severe asthma attack that reportedly broke a blood vessel in her neck.
ouch!happy blessed new year folks!
blip rambled on
Wednesday, January 04, 2006
