Wednesday, January 03, 2007
hello oh-seven.
2007 did not exactly came with a bang. felt kinda anticlimax today actually when i woke up to realised that its another school day, nothing much has changed and i'm still lying on blue pooh bear bedsheets. 2006 i would say, is considered a relatively good year with big steps taken, resolutions met, relationships changing and surprising new perspectives. somehow realised that i'm quite an uncontented fool, always hoping that things will be better, never really stopping time to time to reflect on how blessed i really am.
felt the christmas season fly by once again with busy schedules to meet, numerous practices to attend and christmas shopping to complete. right now in my head, the perfect christmas setting to me is to be away from all the hustle and bustle here, fly away to a white christmas, sit among the congregation during service to worship and reflect without having to rush around with things to do. and during the night it'll just be dinner with a damn good spread complete with stuffed turkey and delicious desserts. i always liked the feeling of everyone squeezing in the living room watching tv together cos its such a simple way of chilling and bonding without having to do anything tedious. i guess even though most of the time i'm ruining parades by stating practical scenarios, the truth is i'm still a dreamer at heart. its just that thinking of things in a practical manner makes many things easier to bear and accept rather than thinking of what could have been. my dreams have been shot time and time again, i'll prolly need new ones for the new year.
right now i'm already being tested on my first resolution of the year: depend less on people and more on God. back to school today and i'm already starting to panic with the massive amount of work i have put off and the numerous deadlines i have to meet. u might say at least i havent fallen into despair yet and i doubt i will anyway, but honestly i'm getting light headed just thinking about work. in anyday you see me walking around like a total nut job, please gimme a tug so i dont lose my mind.
you made me think. i hate that.
blip rambled on
Wednesday, January 03, 2007