Tuesday, May 08, 2007
burnt out.
you know things are going haywire and assignments are eating at your throat when you decide that even reading your abnormal psych text is a welcome relief from everything else.
its merely the first day of crazy crashcourse lecture week and already i'm feeling like a torn sandbag leaking from all sides. the dryness of the course was very much expected but the pace of it just took everyone by surprise. tho he made every attempt to be humourous and interesting by mocking the class, mocking the germans/french/the rats/whatnot, and chummying his laptop (ahh my superior macintosh!), the feeling of being 'beside yourself' (in the most literal sense) seemed to materialise at every quarter to the hour.
maybe i'm just weak and not up to the standard of the singapore pace. but i never said i was anyway. shrugs. i aM grateful for the constant support, prayers, random perks and shields from the sun tho i seemed to be always whining. i guess i'm just not the sort who can gather strength through mere thought, hence making me quite a hard person to please haha. it is actually a wonder that i can still piece words together in here, tho not very coherently, but i cant spit out a single word for my essay. gdluck to me eh. i shall go back to reading on eating and sleep disorders. -snorts-
blip rambled on
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
